Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Not Enouth

Its been a long time, life has gone on
I'm still here and you're still there
Not much has change as for my dreams

Still dreaming about fast classic cars
Still dreaming for a life not here
Still dreaming wanting more and more

I geuse that will never change
My life will be all the same
With or with out I'll still be me

I'll still care for you to be
I'll still hope for some good
I'll still want more and more
I'll never have enouth

For my greed are stronger
And thats a batle I could not beat
The batle of my happyness and love
Loosing for years has come

Allway's wanting more when I got it all
Pushing all to the limit and over
Loosing everything everytime
There's no stop in me, not at all

Wanting more, needing more
Never to see that it's all perfect
I got enouth, I don't need more
That me know as day and night

Still I'm not satisfeid with all this
I want more, I need more for now and then
I need more forever, thats just me
Nothings ever enouth, Nothing ever works
I got to stop this, and now

I'm feeling I'm loosing again, just because
Just because of greed, envy and jaliousy
Damm this life, Damm this soul, Damm me...
Blessed Be!!

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Alive or Dead


I'm sitting here not so sure
All seems fine for now at least
I feel so alive but yet it just can't be
To be so happy for all are true

Everything is here, I can feel
Everything is here, I can see

It's to good to be true
This have to be false
It just can't be, It's me
Am I alive or am I dead

I saw myself when still alive
I saw myself as dead like now
I'm living here just as you
I'm living here with out a soul

I'm as dead as alive can be
I'm a skeleton wraped in skin
With vains and blood running thru
A heart to keep me not going blue

But yet my soul is not here
My soul is lost somewhere I know
It's looking after you day by day
I'm just a zombie for my live's with you

I'm so happy as can be
For a man walking with half of him
You'll always be safe with my soul by you
So let it be for you to be you

My life makes no sence with out you
I'm as dead as can be with out you
And I know I don't have you

Blessed Be!!