I'm sitting here not so sure
All seems fine for now at least
I feel so alive but yet it just can't be
To be so happy for all are true
Everything is here, I can feel
Everything is here, I can see
It's to good to be true
This have to be false
It just can't be, It's me
Am I alive or am I dead
I saw myself when still alive
I saw myself as dead like now
I'm living here just as you
I'm living here with out a soul
I'm as dead as alive can be
I'm a skeleton wraped in skin
With vains and blood running thru
A heart to keep me not going blue
But yet my soul is not here
My soul is lost somewhere I know
It's looking after you day by day
I'm just a zombie for my live's with you
I'm so happy as can be
For a man walking with half of him
You'll always be safe with my soul by you
So let it be for you to be you
My life makes no sence with out you
I'm as dead as can be with out you
And I know I don't have you
Blessed Be!!
11 comments:
I dont know why you write depressing poems because it does not suite your personality. By the blessed be on the end of all your writings i am figuring you are trying to become a wicken/Pagan? Blessed be is a form used to end a spell it holds the same form of power as the 3 fold law and karma therefore if you are not ending a spell or protection it really has no meaning at the end of a poem! If you are in a coven it also symbolises the ending of the meeting. Just asking or is it just that you like the phrase? And i am truelly not dissing you i would really like to know!!!
u are so depressed, u need help before u hurt yourself.. admit, and seek it for i'm sure you also want to feel better like evryone else.. no one feels depressed bacause theu want to be and you dont too.. GET HELP
Ummmm.... the man is not depressed, he just likes being sad because thats when he writes some of his best poetry. I agree that it is better that he be happy, as everybody around him, and that knows him, appreciates that much more, but he doesnt need help. He is FINE.
Sam you are contradicting yourself,
If he likes being sad then technically it means he is depressed if not then the poems he writes do not really come from himself or his own experiences and therefore cant be described as good or his "best" as you said! Everyone who knows anything abouyt writing knows that a true artist uses his own faults, sort comings and tragidy for their "Best" work.
Im not contradicting myself at all... he likes "feeling" sad every now and again, that does not make him depressed though... it makes him in touch with his feelings. He may be sad one day, and feel like writing about something sad... and the next day he might be extra happy and write something hilarious, that doesnt mean he should be labelled as "depressed" or "crazy".....
that is called depression girl... you have very high spirits one day and the next day it feels like you cant get out of bed! Therefore if you say he is not depressed but sad every now and again then io cant help but figure that he is faking it? Most people are sad for a reason if there isnt a reason its called depression! I never said he was crazy but does that indicate that you think he might be?
BWHAHAHAHAHA....
Hay There Anonymous.... Sorry but may I please have a name?? Like to know to who I speak to...
First off all Thanx Sammy, You really are so nice and sweat and a true friend... THANX, Miss ya.
Anony... In deed I need help, I need help to be sad every now and then, I need someone to break me down and break my heart so that I can be down and depressed, I need help because some ppl think so...
I'm a very happy person, most off the times but weirdly I love beeing down, I love beeing dark and morbid, I just love it as I love pain and that helps for that to... Does it make me crazzy?? O hell yeah!!!
And this piece as everything on this blog comes from my own experience's and felings. Yes I do get my depressed days and I welcome them with open arms, It reminds me that I'm still alive and that live is great, fantastic and wonderfull.
So I take it that your a wiccan?? or maybe not.... mmmmmm.... But any hows I do know what Blessed Be stands for, I know when its used and what not... And Yes I am a proud Wiccan. The reason Why I uses the phrase?? Well thats for me to know... There's a reason, So yes I might not use it as I should but the reason it's there and the job it should do there... Well it's being done by the phrase...
@Sammy..... Mwah....
Will be back soon, Sorry but no internet at this stage, Would proberly be back in next month...
Blessed Be!!
Hell yeah I think the boy is crazy! Everybody thinks that! Why do you think we love him!? Coz hes boring and sane? whahahahahaha!!
Gremlin ... your actually just a happy chapy trying to be sad for some unknown reason
my 2c
Thats exactly what I was saying! Nothing is wrong with him, but he feels that he can write better if he is sad.
Hi Grem,
Listen have a little problem with someone emailing me... wondering if you can help me figure out who it is... if you can dont you wanna email me and we can talk about it please.. thank you lindi@cabletech.co.za
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