Lonley Day

Such a lonely day

And its mine

The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day

Should be banned

This day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life

The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day

Shouldn’t exist

A day that Ill never miss

Such a lonely day

And its mine

The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I wanna go with you

And if you die, I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life

The most loneliest day of my life

The most loneliest day of my life

Life

Such a lonely day

And its mine

A day that I’m glad I survived

(System of a down)

Blessed Be!!

A promise to be kept

Once apon a time
You made a promise to me
You said you'll always be
As silly as I am
I did believe

But time stepped on
And alot has changed
As you're not any more
The promise is broken
It's all you're fault

Why Why Why
Why did you chose to go
Why did you end this way
Why did you leave me all alone

I miss you to much
I need you to much
I have to do this
For me for you
This is the only way

The blade took it's path
Through skin and vain
Hope it's worth all the pain
For you to be again

I feel the blood moving
I see each drop falling
As the sand of your grave
Swallows it all one by one

My body gets weak
The flowers havy
It's close I can see
I just have to sleep

At last it's over
Now we can be again
As I ended for you're love
I done all this
For your promise to be true

An ye harm none, do what ye will
Blessed Be!!

Silence

Due to my silence on this blog, I have been trying to write my own templete and are so to say done. Have been bussy for a while on this and have just found out that this templete will not work but it will work on the old blogging system but not the new one.... :(

So this is back to the drawing board for me and hopefully I will crack the new xml coding for the blog soon. O what a time waste this was. O well thats life. some ya win some ya lose....

Blessed Be!!

Yeah another one....

As every body has all ready done one and there has been so many said at each one, I decided to bore you all once again with another V-day post. It sucks yeah I know, but in this one I would like to put forward a conclusion I found in the patterns of the comments in the other ppl's posts.

I have realized that on each post there are a similar pattern. Some say yes and are in favour for the wonderful day, some say no and rejects the overrated day of the year. If you go and look very closely to the comments you will realize that its the same kind of ppl rating the day with the same rating. Yes the Singles and the not so singles seems to create separate gangs.

All the Not so single ppl seems to think the day is all about advertising, making money and the fact that this day means nothing and are just a waste of time as each day should be for the love of your loved one... Well I do agree...

Then you have the singles, now the way I saw it is that all the single ppl are in favour of this spectacular day, this one day where day can get there courage and stand up to say "I Love You". Now for them this day are allot more for the rest as they do not have that special someone to love everyday. For them this day means more than just money, advertising and exposure... And again I have to agree.

So yes man kind have done it again to take a beautiful day and create it into a money game, as every other holiday you get in the year... Think about it, witch holiday are not just a money making game for man kind?? Think a bit back to the days you were single and all alone, didn't V-day make you excited?? didn't V-day mean something to you?? I'm sure it did... yeah so it was 10 years ago, or close buy and you might disagree, but then Can you really remember how it feels to be alone, to have no one and nobody?? to have been single for so long your almost insane?? I bet its a NO...

Just think about it... I know I'm in favour for V-day, although man has spoiled it with all there greed for money. But then again Christmas never meant anything to me until 2 Years ago Thanx for Lee that is. And last Christmas meant more than something ever did. again thanx to Lee and the wonderful pig who sacrificed himself for me to enjoy. Well of the point now.... But think a bit and you will realize what it could have meant for you to.

Blessed be!

Visit at the MD

Hay there peeps well tonight you guys don't get a pick as I'm just to lazy for that. Well yeah I were in a meeting with my MD today jumping over my boss straight thru to the main peanut in the peanut factory, demanding to resign as I got a very good over this morning. Everything whent great and I was officially resigned as of tomorrow. The the Owner and the MD had a meating and right afterwards my phone rang. "Darn what do he want now??"

I was told that he wants to sort this out and that he'll do anything. Okay I thought yeah right, before I could say anything he said that he knows that me and me boss does not sit around the same tabel and he also told me that I don't have to worry about that anymore as my boss fired and I have to look for someone to work under me... (anyone looking for a job??) And I have just last month got a R1000 raise, well geuse what I'm a happy employee at my old job again as I got exactly the half of my pay for a raise to day, Now I can't complain.

How in the world can I mean so much to them and not even know it?? What the hell do they see in me?? Well what ever it is, They just proofed to me today that they really want me there and that this is a place where I can built my future, so I decided that I'll stay and I'll stop looking for something else and see where this wonderfull path leads me. Who knows and I have also decided to begin to make some great investments. Lee we have to talk....

Blessed Be!!

Great Weekend!

Okay my weekend was wonderful and just magnificent. And I wouldn't even talk about the beauty of it all.

Fridays after work I went to pick up my fellow friend up so we can go thru to nelspruit. As I got there I met our personal entertainer for the trip down to nelspruit with his guitar and booze and we where off on flight Grem... The road till there were okay and we cruised down 180km/h average all the way, with a patch here and there that went more like 200km/h but it all went well and now just waiting to see for any tickets.

We got there after thinking we are going wrong way just to realize that me baby should become a 4x4 to enter the place, got in with no damage though. Parked and we First off all been showed where the bar is, and shown where's our room. And we were off, unpacking the car and started to drink and everybody jumped in the pool, well almost everybody. And yet some more drinking, playing some snooker and drinking, smoking and drinking, he he okay think you got the point. Last snooker game finished at about 4 (finally as no one could shoot a ball straight anymore) and of to bed.

Come Saturday about 7 or 8 in the morning and just heard a BANG!!!! Okay we have to get up... No wait back in bed my heads dieing here. Had a great breakfast and off we went. Coolers packed with the refreshers smokes in me pocket and a seat on the 4x4. Went to 4x4 thru the place and as Lani said, we stopped a few times. "What are we looking at? A bird. O again!" Well we saw a long neck creather at that stage and some birds. O yeah and don't forget the Cow but the trip was worth a lot more. Then THE CASTEL. WOW is all I can say, you guys have to see that place, it WOW. The guy took the Castle (Fort) of some kind that where there and are busy fixing it up. Now that was magnificent. then up to a bypass back home with some more bundubashing involved, stopped and all back in the pool can't blame them it was darn hot out there. With some more booze and booze.

Sunday we went for some more 4x4 on a mountain in "badplaas" and saw some.... yeah you know Birds... he he. O yeah before I forget, Saturday we got a single 12 gage shotgun in our hands and shot some fast flying clay pigeons, Now I think that’s the high light of my weekend although I one shot one out of the sky:( ...... back to Sunday, as we stopped at one stage we run into a bug called a "Tor" don’t know what the hell that is in English. Now this you had to see, we played fetch with the thing and I promise if it could have picked up the stones and rocks we thru at him he would have brought it back for us. It chased the the rocks all the way and came humming around us after words, and that when on for about 30mins. Well the day was great but didn't do anything else than riding out the dirt roads. Had some nasty weather and no power for the rest of the night.

Monday morning 2o'clock the road back to my normal boring home.... :(

But the weekend was great and one to remember for always... Thanx Allot...

Blessed be!!

It was great...

First off all I have to say that this place was excellent according to me and I would like to thanx my special lady friend for sugesting this place. I really loved the whole feeling of this place every thing neet and perfect. The lighting settings was just right with the litle candel in the middel of the table, well that was until some idiot asked to brighten things up. The food was fantastic and the service I have to say get a full A++

For my company that I had with me, one word...... Wonderfull. She was alot more than expected, I really really enjoyed my evening with her, I had a great time and would do it again any time. Thanx alot for the evening... I woke up this morning the first time in about 3months fully sleeped out, Not teierd nor lazy. Now I don't know why for that but I hope it lasts...

Yeah I'm a man with so to say no words tonight. Just wanted to let ya know that things whent well. Have a great weekend ppl. See ya all on monday again. hehe if only............

Blessed Be!

Confuzed World!!

Ones world can get so easely confuzed with all these ups and downs that life thro to us unwarned and unexpected, the darn bugger keep throing me agains the head just to spite me. Chasing you this way then that way up here down there and whallaaa Confuzed. (darn I cant remember what I wanted to say)...

At this stage I don't know where I am. I'm unhappy when it comes to work and just life. But there is thi shappy place I have now that keeps me up above every thing, No matter how mad you make me, how sad you make me or how unhappy I might feel. that litle happyness is keeping a smile on my silly litle face, Keeps a smile in my voice and keeps me so calm that it doesn't even bother me what you say or do. Now this is confuzing me. I Should be sad right now but hay I'm smilling and are very very joyfull.

Even though the bad are 1000 times more than the good, The good always win. hehe. Yeah I feel like that tree. Just relaxing in the sunset but at the same time deing in the cold dept of the world, killing me step by step, second by secondwith it low temputer. Hanging upside down as nothing makes sence thats going on, lost in every way that my mind can go, thoughts are running out faster than it takes my hair to turn gray (believe me thats so closes already... hehe) and last but not least as its the biggest thing keeping me on the go. Standing in the sunsine growing and becoming green feeding of all the bad and making it good. One goood thing like the sun for the tree can make your life the best there is.

P.S. Beware to much can be bad too, if a tree only have sun it would burn to death.

An ye harm none, do what ye will.
Blessed be!!

NOSjunkie becoming a GAMEjunkie....

Okay so yeah maybe for you peeps this means nothing, But for me and my buddy Stiffy this means the world. Come one Lee is playing a game WOW!!! And even more is the fact that she consitrate so much that when me and DW speak to her she hears nothing. And then she always said she dont like playing games and she gets irretated playing them.


But give her some purple dragons and fluffy flying creaters to shoot and she's as happy as a puppy...

O ain't life great, things just happen to you when you never expected it. Things get found when your lost.

Sorry peeps that I haven't been posting for a while but I have so much problems with my internet these last few days, couldn't connect and if it did it always just disconnected again in a few mins...
I know I ow you all a decent post and I know that Mr. Marra can't wait for some dark suff but I have to say at this stage I'm a bit to happy for things like that. Sorry Marra.... LOL
I will post a decent topic and post soon. Hopefully after the middle of the week it will be done... Don't know yet still waiting for an answer, That reminds me have to ask if its a yes or a no....

Blessed Be!

Mind Cleared

I've been gone for this weekend, wel away from home and all the normal places in my life... Now with that I jave treid to clear my mind so I had to be alone to do this. Just to get every thing out thats in there and trouhing every thing in the trash can when I got it all out, Yip it all is going to the dumps... It's time that old Gremmy becomes him self again, Just a litle freak with legs... and well as hard as it maybe, this is gonna happen again and very very soon.

Well friday was still my normal boring life at home. And all the fun started on saterday. Okay I must admit that saterday was just one hell of a big mess in my mind. As I sat there all alone in a dark litle room, my mind began to go places, places bad and evil, places sad and morbid, places that just made me so down and depressed it just isn't true. But with all that it is something that had to happen and I'm glad it did. It made me realize whats really going on in my life and what really count in my life... Hell I can go on with my life as a sad and morbid person or I can do so as a happy litle freak just running around and enjoying life...

Sunday was a great sucess thou. I woke up sunday with a smile on my face hapy to just be. Now doesn't that sound better. Yeah I smiled early in the morning, thats something I haven't done for a while, But now thats coming back. I reallized that there's so many good things in my life that I chose to ignore as I was looking for all bad things to kleen on. Well ppl I'm as happy as can be on this moment. Yeah sure there will still be dark and morbid things happening here on my blog, but thats just because I love it...

Well I still have till thuesday to sort every thing out thats still bodering me but that will be done... From thuesday on I'll be the old litle Gremlin with his split personality's... The good and the evil... hehe. Well some will know what I'm talking about.

Well I'll proberly have to end this as I'm not writing a noval here. So to all my minions, have a great and fantastic day I really hope you'll enjoy it as much as humanly possible.

An ye harm none, do what ye will!
Blessed Be!!

P.S. Hope your okay Sammy...