Small stuppid things!

Who worry's what other ppl think? Have you ever notised that ppl cares to much of small things. Why are that? If I wanna do something I wanna do it with out thinking what will they think about it. Screw them this is my life and I will do what I want to do, when I want to and how I want to.

Yes I am crazy and Yes I enjoy it to be. I was in a conversation today with some one and it leaded to this point, for me just to ask how long are your big tone? Just a simple question right. Well thinnk again. The chance to get an answer for a question like that are not very good! The first response that I got were "Why?" thats fair , I would also whant to know why? Got past that and the next response where "what will the ppl think" "they gonna think I'm crazy".

Okay honnestly would have done it? just emagine, you sitting in the office and there you see this one guy or girl, taking of his shoe put his feet on the desk and grab a ruler and measure his litle big tone! What will you think? Well I know I would have done it, and yes there are some one els with me on this. So I thought just for fun lets ask some more ppl to do it. Just to see how many ppl are really crazy.

Out of ten ppl I asked, five guys and five girls there was only one who did it, only one freak that actually measured her mister big tone. HAHA your a freak! But thats why we all love you so much. And yes its a girl. But thanx for helping me prove a point.

Ppl please stop carring what others think and gain some trust. Its your life and you can do what you want, when and how you wish. The actual fing is just to stand up and do it before you think.

This message are not pointed on the fisrt person who got the question.... But then it might help you a bit, go red!

The Love for IT freaks!

Don't you just love your companies IT specialists? I meen you hear that they will be coming out tomorow and fix the network, the internet and just have to change your IP settings for the new network, for you to come online. Well GREATE my internet and network are going to work at last.

Yes they fix every thing today at my office, I can actually download my emails with out struggeling. its like open outlook and WOW its finnished and then whe dont even have a cap-limit anymore.

When in for a meeting this morning, left my laptop at my desk and when I got out of the meeting they were finnished and gone. Now I just have a few problems. Okay my emails works. My browser works but only on co.za site's (WTF?). My MsN is not working, they bloked the dammmm port it uses on the server (WTF?), and they know most of my customers are on msn, Now I have to call them and waste money.

And then for the rest of the things. My darn SQL server aren't working anymore - My PC takes agess to boot, they removed 50% of all my programs. And HELL I wont even go more into detail.

Who the hell do they think they are. Wish I known what they did and did not do. After re-installing my software, half of it doesn't work any more. Now I cant use my database any more so all my client details are lost. Cant contact my clients as dont have there numbers always used MSN.

I just wish that they can leaf my things alone if I'm not there. Now I have to waste my time sorting out my database and to get msn working again. I Hate Them! I Hate Them! I Hate Them!

WHY Keep it silent?

Why, Why, Why.

Why keep it a secret? why keep it for your self? It's not if it was that much to say! Just be open and honnest!

Everything whent so good, every thing happend as it should, every thing was almost perfect, Well so I thought but I guese I was wrong, Guese I'm the fool, Guese I was blind.

I really thought every thing is going fine and that there might be a chance. And then all the sudden every thing is just going wrong one after another, one today two tomorrow and so it keeps on going and going never ending never stopping.

Why not just tell me? Why not just be open and honnest with me, would it have killed you? Its just a few simple words one phrase and on phrase only. Would have helped me alot, just to say........

Now I kept on hanning on for my life, where I just could have let go and save so much of sadness, so much of tears and so much more of self respect. Would really have loved just to know. And all would not have been gone, Some would have survived and some would have still be great.

But as it's me and me aloan in this wonderful time of pain and missery, I'll guese I'll just have to survive and keep on going. But ALL will never be lost, I will not let every thing dissapear, I dedicated my life and will kleen on as long as posible. Thought some thing was deffirent, thought something was weird and now it all had to come out like this, It broke my hard and will proberly do so for a while.

Please no secrets, be honnest and all will go well.

For all the online friends

Someone asked me once
about people online-
Don't I find it silly
to call them friends of mine?

I pondered the thought
for a little while-
and slung 'em a story
with a huge smile.

I wake up in the mornin
I'll tell ya what I do-
I race to my computer
to check my mail , it's true!

I open each and everyone
and reply with tender care-
maybe justa a line or two
to let 'em know I'm there!

I have seen strange things
been so many places-
Have even seen a few
of their online faces!

It doesnt matter to me
that they are far away-
Meetin' them has surely
brightened up my day!

We've shared a morning coffee
and at times we've shed a tear-
We've been there for each other.
Even played cards and drank a beer!

They are just as real to me
as you are standing there
They are always here for me
with lots of love and care.

One thing online has taught me
something I'll never forget-
There's alotta great people
out there on the net!

"How can you be friends with
someone you've never met?"
I'll smile and tell them,
"You've never been online I bet!"

So you can find me silly
if that's what ya wanna do-
But I care for them every bit
as much as I care for you!

Drifting Poles

" The Chandler wobble was first discovered back in 1891 by Seth Carlo Chandler an American astronomer. The effect causes the Earth's poles to move in an irregular circle of 3 to 15 metres in diameter in an oscillation. The Earth's Wobble has a 7 year cycle which produces two extremes, a small spiraling wobble circle and a large spiraling wobble circle, about 3.5 years apart. The Earth was in October 2005 moving into the small spiraling circle (the MIN phase of the wobble), which should have slowly unfolded during 2006 and the first few months of 2007. (Each spiraling circle takes about 14 months). But suddenly at the beginning of November 2005, the track of the location of the spin axis veered at a very sharp right angle to its circling motion.

The track of the spin axis began to slow down and by about January 8, 2006, it ceased nearly all relative motion on the x and y coordinates which are used to define the daily changing location of the spin axis."

Maybe this explains the strange weather we are having for the last year around. But I think this is crazy. They also say that the North and South Pole will swap polarity's, thats the magnetic poles thou. Claiming this to happen in the year 2012. HAHA will atleast first have the soccer in SA..... Well not that I really care, As non of there planings are finnished and its not that far anymore.... And don't watch soccer.

Some scientists also think that this could be the end of man kind. As they think that the swopping of the poles could make damage. Well I just think this is crazy, just think tomorow north is south and south is north. This could make me confuzed. So in a few years, where is the sun going to come up? Somthing to think about. Our never changing world, a few things as you growed up, you relized that it will never change! And now? It seems to me if this can happen then what is not possible? Maybe day and night will also switch places...... Okay wait I'm freaking my self out now...... Yippee every one's going to work night shift. HAHA

I wanted to add an Dooms day counter to this page, But it cant take the format.
The counter counts down to 20 December 2012, So do the maths - You all got another 2315 days left. LOL.

For more info on this.....
http://www.polereversal.com Happy reading.......

Stolen Heart!

Firstly I want to thank my Beautiful Angel for the heart. You will not believe how difficult it is just to find a heart pic on the net. Googled for one this afternoon and found zero that interested me and I must say this little heart means soooo much more now than one that I would have downloaded form our wonderful internet friend.

Well then, Stolen heart.

How hard is it to get your heart stolen? And why does it happen? Well my hard has been stolen by a very beautiful girl, yes at first it was her beautiful smile that got my attention and I thought to my self, she would be a nice flirt. So I started to flirt with her and just thought what the hell. Then after a few days she just stole my heart out of my body. Yes she literally pulled my heart out and ran away with it. Don’t know maybe she keeps it under her pillow at night when she sleeps. O what a wonderful girl she is indeed.

Well my brother used to make a joke that all I eat goes to my feet, as I can eat a lot, a lot more than you can think if you see me. But I got an answer for him now, the food doesn’t go to my feat but to my heart as I’m never hungry anymore. I can’t eat the same quantities that I used to (may be that saying is true that you live on love and water when you are in love). For my heart is somewhere else and can’t absorb the food anymore.

O my stolen heart. Where can you be, HEHE don’t worry might be stolen but not lost as I know who stole it and I know she’s taking good care of it. So I just wanna say to the beautiful lady please bring my hart back some day, and please bring it back whole and not broken. I’ll share my heart and soul with you any day of the month any second of the year for as long as possible ( Well if it’s my choice it will be till six feet under ). As soon as you give me the chance to do so. Yes I don’t know you that long and yes it’s weird for me too, as this are the first time something as special as this happened to me and defiantly the first time it happened the way it did. But as weird as it might be, I’m soooo glad it did.

You made me realize what love is, How you should feel when your really in love as I cant stop thinking about you. When I close my eyes at night you’re the first one to appear. As I wake up in the mornings you’re the first one I want to great. I just want to sit some where on a bench under the stars and moon with you cuddled up in my arms and just sit there, let the time fly by just knowing that your there and nothing else just forget every thing around us. (Except the alien that looks thru his telescope at us).

I’ll give you the world, I’ll buy you the moon and I’ll make you the happiest girl alive. Well that’s if the moon is still for sale.

Love your favourite Gremlin.

Rejection.

What is it about rejection thats sooo BAD. I mean your not even really rejected but hell it kills you like a nife is being grinded throu your hart, never stopping and the blade just never ends. It grindes you till you just cant take it anymore and then just a bit further for the fun of it.

I cant understand it. If you set your self up to do some thing and you really do it, the only thing your ever scared of is the rejection part. There's never something else in between. You'll always just think PLEASE dont reject, I cant take another nife not again not now.

But the hell with it. Rejection will always be there just to torture you, hear have some pain enjoy it. HAHA sorri peeps getting a bit side tracked here. But there's also an interisting toppic, pain. Now that we will defently cover some other day not now.

HAHA I guese I dont have that much to say about rejection as I thought. So lets quickly jusmp over to FEAR. Fear is when your scared of it, right so if your scared of something like a spider you will do what ever you can do to stay away from it. And then on the other side you get fear of hights, O yes you'll be scared of hights but will still jump out of a plane - Hell its not a spider.

Well I've got a fear for elevators but thats more just because I'm closterfobic, Yip the Grem has one real fear HAHA. I hate an elevator, dont wanna use the thing but hell. If there's an elevator I'll rather use it than using the stairs. Just close my mind and step in, push the button and wait. When the doors open just walk out and open my mind again, just to realize I got out on the wrong floor - Some one got into the lift. HAHA that happend alot before.

Then you get the fear for your emotions. Now there are one fear no one messes with. O no no one touch that. There's one fear you cant over come no matter what. Never mind of all the good that there is, No matter whats in stake if the fear is there then the fear will alway's win.


P.S. This is not set on you Beautiful. I respect your choise and take your time.
Just had to get it off my mind.

Cute or not?

So What do you think Cute or Not?

I know that when I first saw this litle hair ball I thought " what in the hell is this" It looked like a large rat with an oversized nose and as if it fell into the hair grow formula. haha you had to see her then when she was just a baby. Now she still looks like a hair ball, That will proberly never grow out.

This is the most irretating piece of hair that you can get, but I love her like the world it self. Our litle hair ball, it's a clever hair ball thou. It's so if she under stands every thing you say. Very possesive over any thing. If its hers, then dont take it even just a piece of paper. When she wanna go out in night, dam the one who thinks she will go alone, Nope you have to walk with her or she just sits and look at you.

HAHA that's our litle spoiled hair ball. Aint she cute?

A Black Rose

A Black Rose is defenently the most beatiful and most exotic flower in the world, The chances of getting one is almost next to nothing as I have found two places so far where I can get one and then I must also wait a life time to get it - Almost as if they grow them on demand -.

This I dedicate to the worlds most beautiful Girl. Just as you will search the whole world for a black rose you will search the whole world for some one like her.

As her beauty lies deep in the unreachable dept of the see. Where every thing glows and blows your mind away, because its there where you can see the most beautiful creations ever created. But yet, she's found in an open place - Don't know how but I'm sure glad of it -.

She got the Beauty but yet more important than that is that she got the beauty inside as well. Where in the world do you get that combination? I'll travel the whole world from south to north and east to west and still it would not be found. A true Angle send down for man kind to see how beautiful life sould be.

And just as it's worth waiting for a black rose, to see the beauty, to hold and wonder from where it came, To feel the softness and to smell the soft unique smell. It's worth waiting for my sweet Angle to hold and to love.

My first black rose, It's going to you Beautiful.
Well if all goes well it would be soon. - Hope every thing works out -

Sad but Glad.

Hay there what is it about feelings? It's always there no mater what you do. Darn life's hard if you take in all emotions. I must say that I was SOOOO sad today, I felt like nothing but a small boy who lost his faviriot blankie. Don't know I think my feelings just got the best of me. But I think it was worth it thou. Every second ecept the part that I was still in my office ( Open plan office that is ).

Got a few looks from my colleges that I will never forget and I'm sure they will also never forget today. Can I tell you a secert - I almost felt tears comming out my eye's-. So for all those that got that side of me, Sorry. For the rest who missed it HAHA your loss.

But all worked out better than I thought it will. So now I'm Happy.

Feelings wonderfull and not. Good but bad, but part of bieng human so notthing can stop it no matter how hard you try. So lets hope that all the sad feelings will stay away and leave the room for the good and happy feelings. And then there are the scared feelings....... But that is for another day.

So remember always smile and everyone will smile back at you. Be sad and every one around you will also be sad, and that just messes up a good and wonderful day.

Why not ??

In this wonderfull word of us there are so many known and so many unknown. After all these years of man kind living on our wonderfull planet that God created for us to enjoy, There are still so litle known.

Take the rain forest for the first example. Already thousands of bug spessies are known in the rain forest - remember that it is more than 6000 in one rain forest alone - but yet each day they they discover hundereds more.

For the second example the see. The most exotic wonderfull place on this planet. The most spectacular seens to see in your life would be found in there. And also so many undescovered spessies living down there - Looking amazing but yet no one knows about them - . Looks like beauty is always saved for last.

So do we really know what lives or lived? Dinasours maybe - wel not as ppl say but according to me yesc-. Dragons - That would have been cool thou -.

Then we go to space, also one of the worlds most spectacular seens - Just starring into the sky at night, looking at the beautiful moon serounded by stars - and so unknown.

Ppl thought they know every thing a lot of few years ago, and said that Pluto is the last. Well as they have descoverd a few years ago, there are more than just Pluto. Yes, they found a new planet that they called Planet X - Proberly out of names - and again they thought this is it.

But luckely I can say no sorry for you guy's. Man kind has upgraded technoligy and whent on with their search in space. Not known to a lot of ppl, they have descoverd more than three planets after Planet X. So what? What about it? Well thats not where it stops, Not only has they found planets but they have also found another 3 'sonne stelsels' - cant get to find the english name for that now - Yes three more like us revolving around a sun.

So why not Aliens? How can there be so many planets, but no life? No I do not believe in crop circle's or Area 51 and all the ab-duction storries that many ppl claim to have happened, But maby be they have been here on earth before. But I do believe that there are life out there. Some where in space is some thing living on a planet. Whish I could meet one - Maybe I'll find my home, and meet my real parents - before I die.

Just think of the possebility of live other than us.

a Replay for a Comment.

A Long, Long time ago I met this Girl. Okay not that long ago just a while ago.
I met this beautiful Girl and I do mean Beautiful. Still got this imprint in my head of her non leing eye's and a smile to blow you away. This picture made my brain running around in a maze and just cant get out. Just as soon as you think that your taste level will never be met then this piece of beauty passes your way, Just moving up our taste and making every day a wonderful day by just passing by, chatching a glimps of her beauty.

I lived in a life that I was always quiet and never said what I wanted and when, But that part has passed as I reallized that life is what you make it and there are nothing out of reach even if you think you cant get there.

Well for the comment. Yes I see her as a very special person in my life unforgently not as special as I would want it to be, Well not at this moment but you never know what the future might bring. From her side I dont know but if there's nothing and if there would never be anything, Well thats okay. She's a dear friend and I hope that the freindship would never end. Just grow, grow and grow. But untill then, I will never stop trying and even then she will always know that I think she's as Beautiful as you can get. I always thought that beauty has a limit but if there is, she's already over the limit.

If only I can get the right words to describe her - But for that I will have to create new words, for her beauty is worth more than just words.

Pshyco is Normal

I belive in life motto's, Every one must have a life motto acording to me. So I hope you all have one.

Well my Life's motto is defenetly "Pshyco is Normal". Just think about it - Yes most are thinking "Your Mad" -. You think every one is crazy, Yes. Don't worry me too, just because they are defferent than me. And then you get the real Pshyco persons that is locked up in a small white room - Yes white, they think that it is a calm coulor and that it helps, but NO it doesn't help. Please change the coulor to a soft blue or a light calm coulor.- and gets drugs every morning and every night to make them normal, I'm sure that the drugs does not help. If your brain left you then drugs wouldn't bring it back. Okay now I'm off my point wait........ O yes. Now thats what we all see as Freaks, Pshyco's ect.

Well I think that they are normal, the guy that bumps his head five times against the wall to say hallo and twelfe times to say good bye - That Freak is normal just like us -. Yes he does things that you would not do but hell give the guy a gap. Thats his way of saying hallo like all of us shake hands - why do we do that? Give me your hand I wanna shake it! - HAHA right now you must think that I'm crazy, well your right I am.......

I once haerd a joke that made me think.

A man drove with his car along a dead lonly road, nothing in sight for miles. As he drive's he loosses weel nuts on the same wheel, and his weel is starting to shake as the weel nuts gets less, nut he just can think why his car is shakking. A few miles on he came past a 'mal huis' and looses another wheel nut and puls over.

As he got out and walked around his car he realized that he is missing three weel nuts in the front left weel. One guy in the insetude walks to the fench and ask the man "can I help?" The man replay's "What do you know, your Crazy!" a few hours pass and the man are still sitting next to his car thinking of how he's gonna get home as he cant drive with only one weel nut. And the same man in the insetude came to the fench and asked the man "can I help?" Again the man replay's "Your Crazy go away!" The man in the insetude replay's "you've been sitting there for ours starring at our wheel, I can help you" The man replay's "How can you help me, your in an insetude" The man in the insetude replay's and says " If you take one wheel nut of both back weel then you will have three wheel nuts on your front wheel and wil be able abel to go home." The man thinks that a good idea and starts moving the wheel nuts. As the man in the insetude turns around and walks away, he says " Crazy Man".

The morrel of the storry. Every one is normal in his own way. Be Crazy be a Freak and just enjoy life, No matter what others might think to me you will always be normal.

Regards Your Freak Gremlin.

The reason of bieng!

My reason of doing these blogs are just because a beautiful Girl asked me to.

But hell I thought wat the hell it might be fun, Well I hope so......... Ne sure I'll like it I'm just not sure of how good and of how far I'll Come. But lets see what happens. Excuse my spelling thou it might not be up to specs but I'm sure you all will understand what I'm treing to say. HEHE and you would not believe that I do articals for a web site (But there I have an editor that checks my spelling).

For that Beautiful Girl who knows who you are (Will rather not call name's) I'm hear and bussy. The Blogs will grow but I still want a the pic for a background.

Howdy

Hi there every one.

Yes thats me, Gremlin. And not because I'm a Gremlins fan, nope thats not the reason. I am known by the name Gremlin all around and all has begun a few years back with few of my good friends. It's something to do with the way I loved my rock's and yes alot more than that. Don't really know all the reasons but I decided that it's a good name to adopt as my user name.

Yes It's just a name but for me it means alot more than just a name.