Tuesday, November 21, 2006

The Bunny Died


This is the hardest thing I’ve ever done but it has to be done. I have to get this out of my system one way or another so here it go.

I have been here for you from day one… Yes I felt in love with you as you stole my heart, You made me to believe that there might be a chance, My life could be perfect no matter what’s wrong. I have given my life, my soul for you to have as a sign of my love. Your beauty has brought me thru every single day, you were my life, I smiled every second of every day as I knew that you where there, You were part of my life.

But now I’m just your toy and that has to come to an end… I don’t know how to be evil, mad, or angry with you, I just can’t bring myself to do it. You have hurt me one too many time’s as there are too many to count in this small length of time that we have been “friends”. But yet I always have forgiven you after spending the whole day in tears and Ignoring my friends (Sorry for that), When you said sorry I was yet again a happy man. There were times you had no reason, there were times you had. But you always no matter what let me feel as if it was my entire fault. Well blame it on the bunny.

But I have news for you… This bunny is dead, What you did last night is unacceptable, you hurt me, and you know that. But yet it doesn’t bother you. You accused me of something last night, something you know I hate the most of this world, and in the end I was the bunny. I’m not your toy, I’m not just a little bag of emotions to squeeze when you had a bad day and to hold when you had a good day. My heart is fragile and that you know but yet you play with me. This is the end of your toy.

You Love Me… or You Don’t
You’re My Friend… or You’re Not
Stop playing with me according to your moods… I can’t take it any more.

I know I will be sorry for this post as I know this is gonna harm our friendship. I’m sorry for that, I truly am. You know I value our friendship, You know I will always be there for you if you need help. But you said I must go on with my life. I’m trying my best. But now I’m moving on and have become a player?? How in the hell do you get this!!!

I hope that we can still be friends. But I’m moving on as you don’t really want me for more… Have to go on with my life. But still want you part if you think you’re up to it.

Here's to you and here's to me
I pray that friends we'll always be,
But if by chance we disagree,
The heck with you and here's to me!

Darn I don’t know How I’m gonna get thru this but Hell have to see…(Well that is if I’m going to get thru)

35 comments:

Anonymous said...

Grem Im sorry that your hurting I am even more sorry that I cant help but I am so glad your standing up for yourself
eventhough I know it hurts you to do so

Donsie said...

Grem well done - take a lot of guts to get out of that pit.
It hurts I no and I am sorry about that.
Your not a yo-yo and she is stupid if she cant see what she is throwing away!
This is a good step in the right direction.

Anonymous said...

Dude you need to grow up, I see your tactics, you are trying to get this girl to feel bad 4 you the poor old little bunny in the corner with a broken paw caught in the love slageister. Once she shows a sign of pity.. You real her in like a fucking guppy fish... Too easy to be true! That my friend is LOSER tactics… Guys do this at last resort if they cannot get the girl thy love so so so much.

But that’s not the way it works my friend. Rather try and sweep her of her feet.. Buy her flowers.. Deliver it personally instead of mentioning on your blog that it was you. Do what ever it takes… If you cannot win her over she will never be yours, If you choose the loser tactic she might be yours 4 a day or 2 and then you will lose her forever…That’s if she falls 4 this ancient old tactic.

So Mr helpless bunny. Be a man.. Stand up.. Show your true colours and stop sobbing like a baby. After all she is not the only fish in the sea. You are such a drag queen I think it would be best if you rather be her friend

Anonymous said...

Damn man I hope you know what your talking about because this is no subject for people who only know one bit of the storty

Anonymous said...

Wow...took the words out of my mouth...But nope, he's not a looser. Maybe a love sick tosser, but not a looser. Oh I see you said tactics...My apologies mr reality...

Grem, draw lines between you and the man in her life. Got his own business, buy the world for her...where do you live? How do you live? And it's not my opinion of who and what you are...or where your coming from...But try and see the point man. I grew up in Daspoort. Look it up...Leka place hey...Sometimes the boundries don't cross...Romeo and Juliet was a story! Lady and the tramp is hollywood...Beauty and the beast is fiction...

Drizel said...

At long last it is about high time...Good for you grem, now you can wash the shite out off your hair. Go on with life stop moving back and forward. You saw now the reality we have all tried to share with you.. Still love you friend....take care off yourself!!

SaM-GiRL said...

Nobody knows the whole story.... everybody only knows one bit.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous.. I know more than you think. The person we are talking about is a awesome, sensitive, loving and complicated creature. She needs to be handled in the right manner.. She needs someone mature enough to realize her needs.. Meet those needs... and most importantly, this person must be real (they must not fake their maturity) then this lady we are talking about would 1st of all be happy and secondly she will be loyal to the guy with these qualities. I think she is ready to get married and that’s why she’s yearning for these qualities in a man. Nothing more and nothing less. Theres 1 problem… you can have these qualities as much as you want, if she doesn’t love you she doesn’t love you.

Anonymous said...

Man I knew this is gonna get some ppl hurt

Anonymous said...

HAhahaha. Shit dude hoe kan jy in love met somebody wees wat jy nog nooit gemeet het nie? En wat n ou het?

Anonymous said...

Julle almal lewe in droom wereld...

DENIAL! is n bitch...maar good luck grem.

Anonymous said...

This is where I get on my soap box
for those of you who are arrogant enough to presume that you know the whole story;"Unless you were present and part of every conversation nd every fight you dont know the whole story"
you cant piece together a puzzle without all the pieces
To the rest of us I know that we are driven to pick sides here because these are our friends.
But I ask that you dont judge them because we dont have all the facts to pass this judgement.
I have nothing against Sammy she's a honey and Grem has a heart of gold.
Leave them be
I am probably the happiest that this Trist has reached its end because I get my friend back
lets leave it at that

SaM-GiRL said...

I just want to clear one thing up though;

"I have been here for you from day one… Yes I felt in love with you as you stole my heart, You made me to believe that there might be a chance"

Yes, you have been here for me since day one, but i NEVER made you believe that you had a chance, If I met people from msn maybe, but I told you from the start that I never meet people on msn, so it wouldnt work... I did tell you that conrad! You cant talk shit like this, many of my msn friends can back me up on this, I have been chatting to some of them for more than a year, and i NEVER meet them! I have had enough of this childishness now!

Anonymous said...

Hey Grem, ek ken ook nie die hele storie nie, maar eks agter jou, jyt my volle ondersteuning, 100%! Nes Lee is ek ook bly jy staan op vir jouself, dis tyd dat jy jouself red! en ja dit maak seer maar dis lewe. Dit voel nie so nie maar dit sal beter word. Sterkte my oulike maatjie! ek dink aan jou!(jy sal weet wie...)

Anonymous said...

Warra warra warra bla bla.... Sam Rulz the world!!! And to the rest of you wankers... well, you can’t even rule your own dick.

Anonymous said...

Ek wil ook weet wie

Tash-Baby said...

Grems, volg jou hart, en ek dink jy moet maar vergeet en klaar kom, net jy kan jouself reg maak, lewe is te kort om te worry oor sulke kak, onthou net jy is nie sulke snert werd nie, jy beteken meer as dit!

SaM-GiRL said...

Conrad asb delete net die farken post, dit ruk nou hand uit!

Anonymous said...

Sam youve made your bed...now sleep in it!

Anonymous said...

Anonymous hou jou fokken bek man

SaM-GiRL said...

hahahahahaha.................

Gremlin said...

Okay ppl Darn...

First of all, For all who are Dissing her now, She are a wonderful person and no one will ever be able to challange on that. Sorry I never thought this would come out like this but still had to do it... I ment no harm!!!!

To Lee, Donsie, Marra and Drizzy Thanx.

To the one who I know who you are... Thanx (yeah I know who you are... Thanx for beeing here...)

Mr. Reality I think I know who you are and Thanx for standing with her on this. But NO I'm not pulling a loser tactic on her, Thats not my attend. I'm just saying how I feel. I dont know what you know of whats going on and what have happened... But I do agree on your second comment...

Blogger 1, Dont know who you are but you look as a true friend... Keep it like that.

Tash Thanx, But have not expected that.

Sammy... but i NEVER made you believe that you had a chance,
Don't use that NEVER as you have done that (got my proof). Yes some you maybe have not meant it like that, but still it was there and some every one would think that it is... Not just me...


Okay I have meant know harm with this, really I haven't, I have just let my self go as I was hurt and there were just some things that have eaten me from inside out that had to come out... For all of those judging right now... Stop!! There is nothing to judge, She's a great person. And she always will be...

I have to move on and this was my first step to find happyness in my life again... For all the friendships I have lost thru this, Sorry I'm ganna miss you all.

For all who have standed with me Thanx a million but please don't judge...

@Naps.... Bleh.... You will never understand no matter what. Your prinsibles defers from mine and most of the rest... I have nothing to say to you. But thanx anyway...

So the mirror has turned...

Tash-Baby said...

I agree dont mess this friendship up.....

Anonymous said...

is this still going?

Anonymous said...

I think that everybody should stay away from this issue ....

Grem and Sam are grown ups ... Let them sort it out !!!!

Got nothing to do with any of us

Anonymous said...

I agree with Stiffy for once

Gremlin said...

I agree with Sugar-E and Tash....

Stiffy is just.... No, cant agree...
LOL

SaM-GiRL said...

hahahah, dankie dr. tril.

Anonymous said...

Naps lees asb my commentaar voleedig

Drizel said...

whahahahahahahahahaha....Die is beter as enige kak wat ek al ooit gesien het. Ai mensies...let is go woooosssaaaa....Grem maak nuwe post dat almal weer in harmonie kan leef.
Nappies, gotta love ya....hihihihihihi.....

ExMi said...
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ExMi said...

Hey...thought you might appreciate this...

http://i42.photobucket.com/albums/e305/withlovediamonds/friendshipthing.jpg

deleted last comments - kept getting the URL wrong for the pic...lol...;)

Anyway,take care.
All love,
Tam

lost said...

jislaaik... i dunno wat the hell's going on but grem i feel your pain..

Anonymous said...

I feel we need a new post